l’appel du vide
by Adrian Rhee
your feet toe the edge of the
cliff. it is rocky and steep and the crashing of waves
echo again and again in your ears.
the water is abyss-black. you look down at
it and it stares back at you with a desire
you have never felt before.
jump, it coos, velveteen tones draping across
the small of your back. its grip tightens ‘round
your waist something fierce
you can feel its grin up against
the nape of your neck.
( it is intoxicating )
( the water looks like absinthe )
you can’t live in moments like these
forever, you know. the seconds before
you make a choice only last for
so very long.
the waves flash their winning smiles
and slam themselves on the rocks. it’s
almost as if they’re screaming look at this carnage,
it’s for you. all of it. watch us break our bones for
you.
Adrian Rhee is a psychology major hailing from South Korea. Depending on the day, they also moonlight as a poet, artist, and (bad) philosopher. Outside of writing, Adrian enjoys being pretentious, fibre arts, and video games.
Illustration by Charli McLemore